I want to blog but I just don't seem to have the time anymore. I'm rarely on the computer. Luckily I can check in on FB and my emails from my cell phone because finding time to sit down at the computer is getting more difficult each day. I either have to shower or actually relax when Megan goes down for her nap, which she has started doing again. She started resisting her naps lately, and trying my patience more and more, which has made for some very long days. There just aren't enough hours in the day ... which leads me to this question ...

HOW THE HELL DO THEY HAVE TIME FOR IT? All this gossip about Jon and Kate plus 8. They have 8 kids and a TV show and she's doing some stupid book tour and apparently they're both having affairs? ummmmm ... right ... because of all those extra hours in the very busy lives of parents. They have 8 children and are on TV. They have now crossed the line and are screwing up those children for good. They're going to see this all one day and start knocking off liquor stores for attention. I think it's time they get their home back in order before sharing their so-called life with the TV viewing audience. I couldn't care if I never see another episode. They need to figure it out for the sake of those poor kids. But that's just one person's opinion. Seriously though, I just don't understand how they find the time. James and I hardly have time for each other, let alone another person!!

Spent the day at the outlet mall yesterday with the girls and grandmas. It was fun. I need clothes since my fat clothes no longer fit. I think I have gained back about 5 lbs but am holding strong at around 20 lbs lost. I really want to start exercising but I just don't seem to find the time or energy (see above rant ...). I guess this isn't one of those situations where "it's the thought that counts", is it? Of course, the girls got tons of cute new clothes and mommy came home with one pair of capris and a top. :-) Thus is life, I suppose. It's so much more fun to shop for the little ones anyways. Megan was a trooper yesterday. We didn't get home until after 3 and she usually goes down for a nap around 1:30 but she slept in the car and went to sleep for another hour when we got home. She loves loves loves to push the stroller. She is starting to resist actually being in the stroller, which isn't fun. She has a little mini-tantrum when I try to click her in but I think she's just testing her boundaries. Her screaming typically doesn't last long ... so far. Emily is having her fussy times, seemingly more and more these days. I think she's getting spoiled but I don't really care. I didn't get to hold her whenever I wanted for the first 7 weeks of her life and I like making up for that. Hopefully we're not starting bad habits and I know I need to stop doing some things before it gets ugly around here but I can't help myself. She's just so darn cute! This morning, as James was getting ready to leave, she was awake and just cooing at her bear mobile and kicking and swinging her arms all around. There were even some smiles in there. It was so fun to just watch her. Amazingly she fell back asleep all on her own without any pacifier intervention too! I fed her around 4:45 am and she only took about 3-4 ounces so I know she's going to wake up hungry ... soon ... and mad as a hornet!! Megan is still asleep too so I think I am going to take advantage of this time and grab some breakfast. Quickly.

Or ... maybe this is my free time to have that wild 'Jon & Kate' affair? Right.